Once again, I screwed up.
I know now why I've been sad all this time... why I've been taking it out on the people who care about me...
I've... lost track of my ideals. I've forgotten my promises, the things i set myself to do, the mistakes i should never commit again. I've forgotten how to care for other people, and their feelings... All this time I was too busy minding my own sorry self... Now i realize why i felt so sad and empty...
I'm sorry... I truly am... I'm sorry for being so insensitive.
I apologize to those I have hurt carelessly... the people who care for me, whom i got mad at because of something small, trivial, insignificant. I am sorry... I hope i get to forgive myself...
I have to change for the better,,, I have to make good on my promises...
I'll do what i can. I'll do my best this time...